Day's Left until I become Mrs. Smith :)

Yup, my legs are SORE. But in a good way. I guess my legs did well during the run but let me know that I need to do it more often if I want to build up my quad and hamstring strength again -sheesh! I did 50 minutes on the step mill and sweat like a pig. I almost did the stepper but then thought of how sore I was and though naahhhhh, I'll do the step mill. Good workout either way. Food is still doing well. I hope this keeps up during the weekend. I'm on call so I'll be in the house so that usually in the past doesn't bode well. Especially since Z will be gone. I might start to feel sorry for myself and just start to eat. I felt really guilty when after a rough day at work I snuck a spoon full of ice cream and he came in from watering the lawn right when I put it in my mouth!!!I felt like such a guilty child with my hand in the cookie jar! Bah! I'm almost 30! But I felt ashamed all the same. As a kid of a single mother that worked a lot to keep the bills paid and a roof over our heads I spent a lot of time alone and would eat to fill the "void". I would run to the kitchen as soon as I got home from school and as soon as my mom would leave to eat/drink anything I could get my hands on. It's not like I was a starving child folks! I just felt the need to fill something missing in my life. I spent a lot of time alone. I talked to myself, sang and watched a butt load of TV. I guess after a long day I felt the need to comfort myself a bit, but at least I didn't sit down with the entire container! Maybe if I lived alone haa haa. I actually consider it a big victory in my book to have two containers of ice cream in the fridge and they aren't empty already. I usually can't have it or I'll eat it. So far so good.
Z and I REALLY need a vacation from work, the house, the busy life that we lead. We really do. But we're so busy!! It's so beautiful outside too which makes it worse. But I have my sweetie who makes me laugh and smile even when I'm in the worst moods . I love him.
On a side note I really want to cut my hair off!!! I like it long BUT I like it short too. I'll be honest I'm tryng to grow it out for my wedding day... snort! I know it's coming SOMEDAY hopefully soon - no pressure Z! We've actually talked about it a bunch, but at the same time I feel like it's kinda silly! Then again it might be the last time I have long hair. I dunno. I feel I would be able to get ready faster, but then again I would HAVE to do my hair after working out. No pony tails or updo's for me if I cut it. ARrrgggghhh! I would also need to get highlights and trims more often. I'm a busy girl! How am I gonna fit that in? Hmmm still thinking about it but will probably wait. For my wedding and a the loss of a few more pounds ;).



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