I don't know if it's the new shift or what but lately my eating has been very sporadic. When I do eat my stomach fills up really quick, but I'm eating too fast for my body to register this startling fact so before I know it I'm WAY full and about to bust my britches. Tonight I didn't eat anything besides a tsp of peanut butter, 1 1/2 beers, 4 tortilla chips, and 1 tsp of grand light ice cream up until about 9pm. Then I got my mind set upon eating some fresh tortillas and chicken fajita's from Toreros. They were delicious, but of course I ate way too much (3 tortillas and a few chips and salsa). I ate so much that I purged when I got home because I felt so bad...:( This happens every once in a while, but you would think I would learn already. Sheesh, you would think that I'm stupid or something. Having vomit shoot from your mouth and your nostrils should be enough the first time it is experienced, but alas this is not the case for this girl.

The plan is to try to eat small meals more frequently throughout the day so that I'm not consuming one big meal a day that is stretching my stomach beyond it's limits. I just feel really yucky. I'm going to turn in and hope that tomorrow will be a better eating day.

(Engaged 9/16/05)