Day 59:
138.6 - So after the stomach issues I'm hit with TOM :). So that explains the bloat! Oh and the irritableness ;). Ask Z. I'm working on it. The Bridal Shower stuff isn't helping. I'm going to be seeing people I haven't seen forever! My mother is driving me insane and I'm still bothered by the fact that my future sister-in-law didn't want to come! Whatever... grumble.

Today was the first morning of getting up with Z. It will take some time but I've found that I can get up at a little later and we still get to work on time. Oh because I've cut my morning cardio to 45 minutes instead of 60 minutes for Z, because he said it's just too long of a workout in the morning :(. So I'll add the 60 to the evening instead AND I'll try to get a bit more cardio in the afternoon when I can, but I will make it priority to do so.

AM - 30 minutes of lifting heavy for back.
AM - 45 minutes of elliptical w/arms

AF - 45 minutes of step mill fat burn level 9 no hands

PM - 60 minutes cardio

Oh on the skin front, I've made an appointment to get back on Accutane. I've been having a bit of oil return during the day, but this week I actually had a little break out and I don't want to take any chances with the wedding coming up! I've tried to use some of my Pro Active I had on hand but it's too harsh for my skin and turns it red :(. So in two weeks we'll be hopefully getting back on it. My lips have stayed dry so that hasn't changed any ;). I haven't been on it since Christams and you are supposed to be off of it for 2 months between each treatment and I knew going in that it might take 2-3 times, so I'm ready to hit it again. My skin is still so much better than it was so I have no complaints. I just want to get rid of it all! Insurance covers it so I'm very lucky!

Wish me luck.

(Engaged 9/16/05)