So everyone wants to celebrate which means food. I'm trying to make good choices, but I still feel like I'm eating all the time. Course it could be the fact that I haven't been to the gym in a week ;(. Been really, busy, tried, and on call at work. I'm missing it but I know when it's a bit insane to try to add that to my plate. Maybe tonight but then again I was cut short of sleep with the pager going off again last night so my butt is draggin, but we'll see. I'm already on my second cup of joe today (technically like 4th since they cups are 16oz each).
Joining WW meetings again on Saturday morning and I can't wait. I'm going to sign up for eTools as well to track my points. I did the meetings to lose the first 25lbs and then became bored, so I did the online to lose the next 25lbs. I'm up like 10-15lbs from that, so I would like to lose them for the wedding of course. I've been trying to lose them for quite a while. I was higher, but did lose about 10 lbs with a trainer and watching my food again after the initial stress of starting a new job and working long ours. I've been maintaining so it's time to start something new. I feel I need the accountability, so I'm doing the meetings. Hopefully there is a good leader on Saturdays.

I've barely had anything today but I'm FULL! I think it's from the spicy spaghetti I made yesterday evening at a very good friends house. J made the best Cr�me Brulee and I'm not a Cr�me Brulee girl. Very yummy. I'll have to make it for Z's mom and dad the next time were visiting. I'm sure they will love it.

So tired my eyes hurt but I'm still functioning with my coffee so far.

(Engaged 9/16/05)