Bloated, tired, crampy and low and behold it's not even that time of the month yet. Oh and spotting as well. I'm supposed to be on TOM next week but I guess I'll take it early since I'll be in NY next week. Maybe I can get it out of my system before I go. It would make things a bit more comfortable.

I've set three consults for the week I get back from vacation. Looking forward to hearing what the dr.'s think can be done to perk up the twins ;).

Looking over options in St. Thomas for a possible future vacation with Z in December, since I won't be visiting him in Dublin. How exciting!

I'm still eating well and packing my stuff. Unfortunately most of the progress might be hidden by the fact that I have all sorts of TOM symptoms. Oh well. I'm just going to try to be consistent.

Working out tonight with my girl friend. I'll make sure to take some Advil before we go to get rid of these sharp cramps...grrrrr! We're going for smoothies afterwards. Maybe Jamba Juice. Yummy!

Man I am so feeling the need to cut my hair. I want it to grow more already. It's not that it looks bad, I just don't know what to do with it. It's right past my shoulders. I might decide to cut it yet. Especially if I get some interviews. I look more hip and professional with it cut, but I really want it long. Unfortunately I'm a bit impatient with the time it takes it to grow... one day at a time, right?

(Engaged 9/16/05)