Hectic last couple of days.

Ran and walked 8 miles with mom on Mother�s Day morning. My feet and right ankle were hurting so bad. But Z has vowed to massage and stretch them out until they start acting right. He�s so sweet! I called the PT to see if he can refer me to a podiatrist already, because nothing he has done has helped as of yet. He�s a nice guy, but honest. How much more money does he want from me? GAWD! We�ll see. I�m ready to move forward.

Mother�s Day was good. Ate a lot, but over all not too bad. I missed not being with Z, but we both needed to spend time with our mom�s so it was totally understandable and bearable since we only needed to be apart for 2 nights. I slept in his shirt he gave me to use as a pajama top and he slept on my pillow with some of my body spray on it. Are we pathetic or what tee hee! We love each other so much!!! I�m the happiest that I�ve been in my life. I�ll be even happier, because I changed my shift to match his, so now I will hopefully be able to hit the gym in the morning and in the evening like Z and get the last couple of lingering poundage off already. Plus the few that I gained from my lowest. I can�t wait to get back on a normal schedule.

Other than that, things are pretty much same old, same old.

Lost 1 lbs over the last two weeks, because ever time I was supposed to weigh in I was at Z�s, which means that I didn�t have access to my scale. Maybe I should just buy another one and leave it in his bathroom�

Time to get this thing kicked into over drive. J at work doesn�t see what I need to loose, but I want to loose 10 -15 more lbs. We�ll see how I feel as I continue to loose once I get out of maintainence.

This day needs to hurry up and be over already�!

(Engaged 9/16/05)