My poor finger!!!

Oouch! Yeah �this� girl hit a few awesome balls at softball practice yesterday after being all afraid that I wouldn�t have the hand-eye-coordination to do so any more after so many years (10 years). Low and behold I still have it. Woot! Unfortunately when I was buying a new glove, I quickly decided to NOT get a new batting glove because I thought that was too over the top for the first practice of the season after not playing it for so long�. Ummm yeah, It was SOOOO not the right thing to do. Right after I hit a few and went to put the bat down, I glanced at my thumb and noticed something white hanging from my finger. It was the skin that was ripped open on a nice big blister! @#$%^! �Z� helped me clean it last night since I saw a bunch of black stuff in it and I couldn�t bear to do it myself. Well, I would have been more than capable of doing it physically, but I was feeling kind of girly and needy so I asked and he was happy to oblige *smirk*. He�s my protector . Love that guy� And I�m learning to ask for help. Improvement is a wonderful thing folks.

My eating was awesome yesterday. I only earned 3 points for playing softball for an hour yesterday, but hey it�s something, right? I�m so freaking tired today that I might take a nap at Z�s after he gets off of work and then go to the gym when he and J go to play racket ball at the Pro Club. That place it sooo niiiiiicccceee. But expensive. Hence I stay with my 24 hour fitness membership for now�

Sherri Fritz�s funeral is this Friday in the mid morning. I don�t think I�ll be able to make it, but I will be praying for M and his family in this time of need. I�m still really, really sad about her death. I think about it all the time, but I know some how, some way, that something good will come of it even though right now I can�t imagine what�

It�s almost Friday � thank goodness! There a bunch of us getting together on Friday and I have a b-day party to attend on Saturday. Sunday nothing planned so far, but most likely need to visit with the parental units to keep them happy and not neglected heh.

I�m keeping my fingers crossed for another on target day and hopefully some exercise later.

Hopefully tomorrow I�ll show a loss on the scale. It�s been two weeks since the last time I weighed myself, so we�ll see. On a good note my other size 8 jeans are definitely fitting looser in the legs and butt area. YEAH!!!! Now that is what I�m talking about.

Please send all your weight loss vibes my way.

**** I forgot to thank my wonderful man for massaging my raging calf last night. Feels much better this morning. Just a bit tender. My ankles are sore as expected though. My finger is looking good. And all of this thanks goes to you - my special guy...;) Thanks for constantly giving me the attention that I've seeked for so long and I don't even have to ask for it to boot. You are too good to me. Loves U!!

(Engaged 9/16/05)