Day 40:
140.8 - not bad, but I wondering when the up swing will happen after my leg workout...? I'm so close but I keep bouncing around. Will I get to the 130's this Monday? I don't know, but I'm gonna give it my best shot. Today at lunch I'm gonna do 45 minutes of step mill and I'll throw in another 45 minutes after work. I drove in myself so I might as well wait out traffic.

AM - 30 minutes lifting for arms
AM - 60 minutes elliptical w/arms level 14

So tired. I feel like I didn't really ever leave the gym from yesterday. I was in the gym for 4.5 total yesterday! Today will be broken up a bit more which will be nice. It's nice outside so it will be nice to get out in the car and be out in it for a bit until I get to the gym to my cardio ;).

Oh well. My stomach is still doing flips so I don't know what is up. I'm not sure if TOM is done, but I think it is. Knock on wood. On-call has been alright so far. I'm praying that it stays that way. Z's bro is coming down this weekend to help with the fence, so I don't know what this weekend will bring other than clean eating and maybe double cardio sessions on Saturdy and Sunday. I WILL SEE THE 130'S DARN IT. Z mentioned that maybe I should take a break, but no way! My body is just fine. I'm a bit tired, but who isn't really? ;) I'll play it by ear.

AF - 45 minutes step mill level 7 no hands

(Engaged 9/16/05)