Loving the new job.

I bought a new car. It's an Infiniti FX35. Black. I love it!!!

Looking at homes still with Z.

Still talking about our future every day.

Things are going great, except for my mother is having more tests done after an abnormal pap that they took a biopsy to see what the abnormal tissue is exactly and I'm just praying that it's not cancer... Please don't let it be cancer. I'm trying not to stress. She's been dealing with this for 3 weeks and just told me last night so I'm still spinning but trying to stay up beat to keep her happy. She didn't want to tell me because she knew I would worry. Damn straight. Monday a specialist takes a look too. I so wish I could be there. She has been depressed for the last 3 weeks and she didn't tell me. I hurt for her but will hold my breath until the results come back.

Everything but this has been great. I'm sure she will be fine. One way or another. She will be fine. She has to be...

Next week is a new week. Things are getting better by the day. I love the people I work with so far. Working for my dream company since college and I have a new car. Oh and a great and wonderfully supportive boyfriend. Things just have to be alright with my mom.... sigh.

Food and working out have been sporadic. I worked out for the first time yesterday and today. I plan on trying to work out 5 days before work this coming week. That will make me feel better and I take the stairs all the time and am on my feet all day practically so that should help.

(Engaged 9/16/05)