I just wanted to report that I feel good in my skin today:).

I've made it to the gym at 4am everyday this week - so far. I've eaten below 20 points everyday and my size 8 jeans have room in the butt, thighs, and legs! WWWOOOT! I no longer have that fat roll on my sides that hangs over the waist band of these low rise jeans and that is just too cool!

My 3 pair of new size 8 Dockers that I bought from Costco looks really good too. I still need a bit more room in the thighs, but what is new. They actually fight my butt!! I really like them. I'm going to go back and get the other pair of tans ones that I passed over, because I assumed they wouldn't fit and I would have to bring them back anyways.

I feel like I'm back in the zone. I don't know why the colder temperatures help me get back my focus but they do:). I guess I'm just weird. I've been off of Prozac since Sept 8th and I'm feeling better and better everyday. I have a bottle on hand just in case, but I really don't think I need them anymore. I weigh in tomorrow, so hopefully I'll be down a few pounds to put me in virgin fat territory - 140's here I come. I've been waiting all summer to get there, but I was too lazy. I was more interested in maintaining this summer. To many tempting BBQ's and fresh fruit for me to concentrate I guess.

All in all things are good. I feel good and it seems like friends, loved ones, and strangers are noticing me. Strange but true and I think I like it...:)

(Engaged 9/16/05)