You represent... anger.

Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.

What feeling do you represent?
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Hmmm, I don't know how I feel about that. I would say I'm angry or lonely. Depending on the day.

My boss had a meeting with me today to express how she is concerned that I might have an eating disorder. She's been watching me and listening to me. How embarrassing. It's nice to know that she cares, but does she think I can't do my job?! I'm trying, I really am, but other websites and blogs help me make it through the day. I try to focus on networking and stuff, but there is only so much one person can take! Other people send emails or play games. I prefer to read what other people I respect and feel understand how I feel are doing... Are they having a good day, a bad day, I want to know... It sets me at easy to think that I'm not suffering alone.

I guess I'm going to try to post at home, since she even mentioned that I always have the sites up. I would prefer to post in private and no worry whether or not I'm being watched.

She sent me some resources to look at - which I will, but I still feel totally embarrassed.

I'm going to the gym to work off these icky feelings I'm having. L was more than happy to stay home, but I think I'll feel better if I go...

God can't I get a break!!!

(Engaged 9/16/05)