Day 38:
? - I'm barely awake right now and will some how fit in my leg workout at maybe 3:30. I really don't want to wait until after work, but I'll do what i've got to do. It makes for a very long evening though. Uggghh.

Got paged 1 hour after I had just gotten to sleep. Then spent the next hour troubleshooting to see if I would need to drive into work, but from what I saw I felt that it could wait, but the pager kept alerting up and down every couple minutes or so randomly, so I should have just given up. Sleeping cradling a pager SUCKS ass and puts on in a very bad disposition to say the least! I'm so fucking tired or this kinda of stuff and just physically tired. I've been running since I hit the door on very little restful sleep and I've still got things to do and fit in a workout - two actually and I'm all messed up on my meals.
Must. Get. Things. Under. Control.
I'm going to eat Meal 3 and then take care of two tickets then I'm going to the gym. I don't give a rats ass!

Meal 2 was eating in the parking garage standing in my car door. Talk about dedication huh? A girl must eat! I was already an hour over my 3 hour limit. Don't these people know what I'm trying to do here? ;) They don't give a flying fuck....

Done with my bad mouth/mood.

(Engaged 9/16/05)