4 hours of sleep folks... Yeah, pretty tired here, but with a happy smile. I just love spending time with my sweetie, so it really doesn��t matter, but I do wake up a bit umm grumpy and non-communicative in the morning tee hee. I make grunting, whinny, squeaky noises, but that is about it heh. I'm very lucky my sweetie is such a happy person (captain good morning) in the morning and won't let me leave the circle of his warm arms and kisses on my forehead until I smile. Unfortunately I kind of gave a fake one today, because I just couldn't muster a real one quite yet. I was tired and almost called in sick, but I didn't, because that would be a copout. I stayed up until 2am willingly to spend quality time with Z and so I should pay the piper if I'm too tired in the morning, right? ;) Gladly, actually. I just needed a bit of time to get going this morn is all�K��

I did my hair at work and that worked out well. I brought my little blow dryer and my new Revlon palm straightener to finish the smooth look that I so love. I think it works better than the straightener that I bought in Korea about 3 years ago. I like it and it was only $18. I could have gone with a ponytail/slicked back look all day, but I never really feel finished/put together, ya know? Plus I just couldn't do a ponytail while my pants are a bit wrinkled since they were folded in my bag last night. I didn't want to feel completely grubby!

Food was not all that great this weekend and I haven't had time to workout except for 2 hours of yard work on Saturday and a bit of dancing that night as well. I've been eating stuff, but not to much junk, but I'm back on track this morning and have been documenting my points. Z and J got a bunch of healthy stuff and have been cooking meals more often, so I'm not too worried about trying to eat healthy. Oh and I made a chocolate cake with diet vanilla coke yesterday that turned out pretty good, but I added a bit to much coke, so it was a bit lighter than regular cake, but Z and I liked it better, plus it was less in calories �V until I bought chocolate fudge icing for it�K tee hee. Well Z mentioned that it would taste better with the frosting, so I bought some and barely put any on top of it. I also got a $.95 box of moist brownies and want to try the diet coke thing with it as well, I have a ton of that frosting left so I figured I could just put a bit of that on the brownies in the future later. No hurry really. We're all watching our intake and upping our exercise, so I don't want to sabotage our hard work. Planning on hitting the gym for a 90 to 120 minute workout tonight after a nap right after work, so darn sleepy. Might have to stand up the rest of the day to prevent myself falling asleep...

Oh and I would like to note that the hellish spotting that has been occurring for the last month of so has finally tapered off. I didn't even spot or anything yesterday, so I'm going to cancel my dr.'s appointment for tomorrow as I have a softball game after work and I'm getting together for beers with Z and J and C after the game. Woot!

(Engaged 9/16/05)