Day 26:
? I don't know as I had to get up early and head into the Pro Club so Z could go to work after only 2 hours of sleep. Zzzzzzz. So tired mentally and physically. I went to get around midnight and then woke up shortly after Z got to bed at 1AM, then the phone went off at 3am and he waited to kindly get me up at 4:45am but I was soo angry!!! I didn't want to get up but he was sweet and felt really bad. It took me foreva to wake up. I don't think it really did until I had 16 minutes let on the step mill! LOL. My poor sweetie is probably even more tired. I'm gonna try to get off early so we can get home and rest a bit.

Oh and then I just found out that I'm on TOM :(. Back cramps and all, but just spotting as I don't usually get them as I'm on Depo. I've been on it for like 10 years and love it, but every once in a while you spot when you are supposed to be on TOM. My shot isn't due until April, so it might be due to the extra activity and the crazy sleep paterns and whatnot :(. Just so freaking spent right now man I could just cry. I feel kind of out of body right now but I'm drinking my americano w/no room and 2 splendas so everything will be alright in a bit ;). I hope.

Oh I can't wait for this day to be done. It's pretty outside with the sun out and everything but it is COLD!

AM - 30 minutes lifting for arms. Biceps and triceps took a beating.
AM - 60 minutes on step mill level 5 no hands

I was coherant enough to pack clothes and all my food including my bfast and my vitamins - not bad. I thoroughly enjoyed bfast and will be eating Meal 2 shortly once I figure out if my lunch date with my mentor is still on. She is the one helping me with trying for the new dream position. Totally looking forward to it.

I thought I was gonna get my PM cardio done this afternoon, but that ain't happening. Oh well I wait till later.

(Engaged 9/16/05)